Doubt if any
Truth will come to me
Doubt it shall be
To bend my head down
to the Earth
Doubt from many
Hidden layers
From there to then
And yet again
Doubt shall see me
Through.
Doubt thou shall walk me through
And pass me on
To the buried shadows of the land
Where water meets the shore
At the line between us
Right onto the border
Where the walls of my certainty end
There I am standing
With you a heavy load
Grounding me
With you an air balloon
Lifting me
And I shall release you
And you shall release me
To the world.
Truth will come to me
Doubt it shall be
To bend my head down
to the Earth
Doubt from many
Hidden layers
From there to then
And yet again
Doubt shall see me
Through.
Doubt thou shall walk me through
And pass me on
To the buried shadows of the land
Where water meets the shore
At the line between us
Right onto the border
Where the walls of my certainty end
There I am standing
With you a heavy load
Grounding me
With you an air balloon
Lifting me
And I shall release you
And you shall release me
To the world.
Addictions
There’re odd places in this world
That I go to when I’m in pain
Dreadful places of comfort
That I poorly love to hate
What the truth tastes like
The first time I’ve been told the truth
It had a metallic feeling
A mixed feeling, more like an alloy
It tasted like blood, red iron
And yet it was all blue and luminous and fierce.
My ex keeps popping up in my dreams like an asshole
A downtown bar
A reddish fire
Wood everywhere
Family chairs
The game of life
Sometimes I play games
Sometimes they play me
Sometimes I win games
Sometimes they lose me
I love you
The sun has in space
Some spot in the sun
And inside it’s insanely
Drunk
Don’t be nice
Don’t’ be nice to me.
I don’t want you to be nice.
I want you to shine, to cry, and pour out your light into the world.